When I Remember You...








Hhhhmmm....
I keep asking myself,do I like you?
I don't even know..
It's been a while that i'm not talking about you..
I thought that i have forgot you..
But i was wrong..

I keep asking myself,
Why do i feel so jealous?
Why do i feel so sad?

I wish i could say these to you..

~ One day,i hope you look back at what we had,and regret every single thing you did to let it end..

~ You believe that i'm such a bad person because of people's slander..

I admit it..I admit that i liked you just as my friend,not more than that..But,why did you give a fake hope?

When you said ' I love you '..i never replied ' I love you too '...
When you said ' I miss you so much '..i never replied ' me too '...

Because i liked you as my friend only...sometimes,that feeling has coming..but i threw it away...

I liked you as my friend because i believe that The Creator will meet us in the future..But you left me behind...

Actually..

I really want to ask you this question..

Why did you leave me?

It is because you've someone else?

I was being so loyal...But why did you lie me?

I'm so sad...

It took me a very long time to forget you..it's so difficult..

But i forced myself...I can't even listen to a slow song..

Because i will remember ...
...

you..


Dear crush,

Can you help me?

Please....

Do not appear infront of me..

Don't look at me when i'm staring at you..

I don't want to like you..

I'm tired..

I'm tired of your acting...

and I think this is the only way to forget you..

Thank you for everything..

Thank you for made me happy..

That's it..

and i hope,you're happy with her

btw,

Happy birthday...



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