it hurts me.. ( best friend edition )

wht do u feel when ur best friend wants to end the friendship with u?

god,i just cant

yes he's a guy

but he's my best friend

babe,

im not sure whether ur gonna read this or not,but,why all of a sudden babe?

im stressed,

i've got lots of hw to do

i've to handle everything in my class

wht do i need is just a support from my best friend

cant u do that for me?

i srsly dont know wht did i do until u have to ignore me

i know that every time we call,i dont really talk to u..

bc i dont know wht should we talk about

im so sorry if im not the perfect one

but i'll try to be

it just hurts me when my best friend disconnects everything

i cant talk to u

i cant tell u wht do i feel

i cant discuss with u

babe,

if i ever hurt u,im so sorry..

i just love our friendship

i know that u have so many friends

but cant u feel that u just lose someone?

if u think that i hurt u a lot,and u just cant handle it anymore

im so sorry

but i srsly want u to know that,

i cried a lot because of u

but i dont wanna tell u

because u say that u dont show ur feelings towards everyone

so why should i?

i just wanna be happy

with u,

with Aliffah

with everyone

but i cant

cuz how can a person be happy when she just lost her best friend?

i miss the old me

i miss the old me who has a sincere smile

i just wanna smile like i used to

but it's all gone

im exhausted babe

im exhausted of thinking..

on how to persuade u

on how to make u happy

on how to make u as my best friend again

babe,

u know what,

one of the things that im just afraid to face is losing my best friend

but it just happened with a blink of eyes

haih,

i srsly dont know wht to say..

babe,

if u srsly wanna end this friendship,

i want u to know that i love u so much as my best friend

so much babe

and thank u so much for being such a great friend

babe,

im here if u wanna talk to me

i'll be waiting for u..