The last letter (best friend edition)

Babe..
Finally we become friends again
Thank you so much for giving me a chance..

Well actually,idk

U said that i wasnt in the mood to talk to u,
Im so sorry if u feel sth like that,i didnt mean to

I feel so weird sometimes
Cuz there was sth that hurt me on the inside when we talked just now,

And when i figured it out,
It was ur last sentence bfore we started to ignore each other,

"It is such a regret to be friends with u"

Yes that hurts me,until now..i srsly dk why,i forgave u but this sentence keeps playing around my mind

Babe,
I dont blame u,
Bc i know it hurt u at that time
And u were being so angry

It was my fault but idk

U know wht,when u decided to be friends with me again,
I promised myself to take care of my actions and words
Bcuz im scared if it hurts u without any attention..

When we fought,
I felt so sad bc u treated me like i didnt exist..
I dont know wht to do in order to make u as my friend again..
And i decided to wait for u
I've been waiting for a month
And Alhamdulillah it works

But
I have to lose u again
Cuz ur just gonna move to other school,

Haih,
We've been fighting for a month,
And now u have to go

Babe,
Im gonna miss someone who rides a bicycle every morning when he wants to go to school and everyday when he wants to go home..

Im gonna miss someone who used to tease me..

Im gonna miss someone who loves making jokes...

Im gonna miss our memories together...

Im so sorry if i cant be a good friend for u,if u think that idk on how appreciate u...

Well,Im not good in playing games,i dont understand some adult jokes and i get blur sometimes

But please trust me,being friend with u is one of the best things in my life..

From bracelet to dc

Thank u so much for everything best friend..
Ilysm 💟

8/8🌸

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