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The last letter (best friend edition)

Babe.. Finally we become friends again Thank you so much for giving me a chance.. Well actually,idk U said that i wasnt in the mood to talk to u, Im so sorry if u feel sth like that,i didnt mean to I feel so weird sometimes Cuz there was sth that hurt me on the inside when we talked just now, And when i figured it out, It was ur last sentence bfore we started to ignore each other, "It is such a regret to be friends with u" Yes that hurts me,until now..i srsly dk why,i forgave u but this sentence keeps playing around my mind Babe, I dont blame u, Bc i know it hurt u at that time And u were being so angry It was my fault but idk U know wht,when u decided to be friends with me again, I promised myself to take care of my actions and words Bcuz im scared if it hurts u without any attention.. When we fought, I felt so sad bc u treated me like i didnt exist.. I dont know wht to do in order to make u as my friend again.. And i decided to wait for u I've be...
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it hurts me.. ( best friend edition )

wht do u feel when ur best friend wants to end the friendship with u? god,i just cant yes he's a guy but he's my best friend babe, im not sure whether ur gonna read this or not,but,why all of a sudden babe? im stressed, i've got lots of hw to do i've to handle everything in my class wht do i need is just a support from my best friend cant u do that for me? i srsly dont know wht did i do until u have to ignore me i know that every time we call,i dont really talk to u.. bc i dont know wht should we talk about im so sorry if im not the perfect one but i'll try to be it just hurts me when my best friend disconnects everything i cant talk to u i cant tell u wht do i feel i cant discuss with u babe, if i ever hurt u,im so sorry.. i just love our friendship i know that u have so many friends but cant u feel that u just lose someone? if u think that i hurt u a lot,and u just cant handle it anymore im so sorry ...
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Memories..

I slept at 2 last night I kept thinking about you I read our old messages I didnt know why Maybe it's because i miss our old memories? At that time,i felt so sad,then happy and sad again I felt so sad because it was a memory I felt so happy because we had a great time together and i felt sad again because you will never do that thing again Should i be waiting for u? and would you be waiting for me? no i guess Damn,it hurts me everytime i think about it I tried to forget you but i just cant Sorry little old " crash "
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Gone ( short story )

Our story started when u confessed ur feelings, yes i admit that i like u too,but i didn't expect that u want my answer at that time.. so i said " yes " even though i felt so shy and u started to stare at me at that time (at college) all day long.. i keep smiling and i can't even stop it makes me happy.. but then, it's all gone when u have to transfer i thought that we still keep in touch but then, i got it wrong u have someone else at there okay fine, maybe we can be friends? deep inside it hurts me because i never turn my crush into my friend but to make sure that we are still together i think i have to i sent u a message u didn't reply or even read it alright,maybe u are busy i stalked u on instagram to know what u've been doing and then i found a picture ur picture with a girl u guys are just like a couple and u looked happy but one day, when i logged in my instagram i pressed on the search button sectio...
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Feelings

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hey crush, it's been a week or more i guess? that we aren't talking to each other.. don't u want to ask me? don't u want to ask about my condition? how am i doing? am i doing good? u never asked me.. i don't know what to say,but i really wish that u are here with me. ....but u don't sometimes i'm wondering,don't u miss me? because i really miss u, nope, i'm missing u and it's killing me.. i never tell anybody.. by the way, do u remember the last thursday of  school? u talked to me, i was so happy, super excited but i just expressed my feelings with smiling.. but u never know that.. u laughed at my jokes u smiled at me u bullied me because i was sweeping the floor and u asked me to sweep everywhere at that time,i feel like..urgh,what is wrong with him?!? u annoyed me so much, but still,i'm very happy at that time also, u are the only guy and there's just 4 girls at there including me when u talked t...
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My Skincare Routine!!

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hello everyone! yeassss it's been a while right?? like this year,i didnt post anything on my blogsite..im so sorry,well i guess i'll become busier bcuz my PT3 exam is just around the corner...so i dont think that im gonna post anything soon..let just see if i get a chance alright? so,everyone has been asking me about my skincare products,how do i get rid of my pimples and everything else...so yeah,today im gonna show u guys wht types of product that i've been using and my skincare routine..i really hope that it can help u guys! so let just start with my facial cleanser.. so basically this is my facial cleanser,the brand is Mentholatum Botanics.This product just only sells the types of  facial cleanser only like rose,natural herbal extract,rosemary  and everything..i bought it at Watson bcuz it's very easy to find and the price isn't that expensive... To be honest,i use my facial cleanser or face washer just only twice a day,i dont know why,im just foll...
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When I Remember You...

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Hhhhmmm.... I keep asking myself,do I like you? I don't even know.. It's been a while that i'm not talking about you.. I thought that i have forgot you.. But i was wrong.. I keep asking myself, Why do i feel so jealous? Why do i feel so sad? I wish i could say these to you.. ~ One day,i hope you look back at what we had,and regret every single thing you did to let it end.. ~ You believe that i'm such a bad person because of people's slander.. I admit it..I admit that i liked you just as my friend,not more than that..But,why did you give a fake hope? When you said ' I love you '..i never replied ' I love you too '... When you said ' I miss you so much '..i never replied ' me too '... Because i liked you as my friend only...sometimes,that feeling has coming..but i threw it away... I liked you as my friend because i believe that The Creator will meet us in the future..But yo...
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